Just Deal

Walkin on clouds

2007-07-26T18:55:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it seems like this to good to be true, I will look back at this and laugh. But when you think about what you have. What you remember from forever ago. How complex we are, how fast we change. It's so amazing. How 3 words can change your life, and not hearing them can make a bigger difference. How you can go from 1 to 14. How your body can change. How pictures can make your day. How when you think about who you have lost. Friends, Family, Life. I hate to waist a day, to waist time. Because it's not going to last forever. How a name can change you. How one minute you can think so highly of someone, and then you hear what they think of you. Then it can change in a second. I don't listen to what they have to say about me, I can be to skinny or too pretty. No matter how many times I change myself they will find SOMETHING to break you. I don't have enough time to keep changing myself for you. It's my life and your approval isnt needed, not matter how much you think it is. Life is so amazing. The world is amazing, our selfishness is killing it. We are so selfish we would save our own life, even if it means killing a dear friend. That friend is the Earth. We are killing it, its plants, its animals. And all we do is turn the other cheek. it's almost unbelievable how selfish and self centered we are. We eat feasts and OD on medication and we hate getting shots for diseases and chicken pox. We complain that we have to go to school everyday. When there are people around the world who have NOTHING to eat and they are dieing from chicken pox and they would only dream of going to school.

What has the world become?

Am I still alive?

2007-04-06T19:27:00.000-07:00

Somtimes I ask this question when I wake up, or find that somthing so amazing, or heartbreaking just happened. Some people can sense when change is going to happen. I am yet to obtain that sense, Change just seems to come up and punch me in the face. When I had my first boyfriend, for example, everything was going great. Actualy, I thought we had the best date ever, Me, him, and a whole bunch of our friends went out for pizza, and hung out in his front yard. That night when he got on yahoo he dumped me. Not even very sensere, just flat out dumpled me. The conversation went alittle somthing like this.

Me: Hey, I had a great time tonight, we should do it again. =)
Him: Yeah, I had alot of fun too. Theres somthing I need 2 tell u.
Me: What??
Him: I don't like you, I never really did, your friends well they bugged me untill i asked you out. But you...your a really nice friend.
Me: But, I thought we had such a fun time tonight. Can we still be friends?
Him: Yeah, About that, Im going to be at a new school, and you know....
Me: Yeah, i got it.
Him: Thanks babe loveyabye.
He has logged out

Me: Yeah, sure.

We had a rather confusing relationship. See he wasnt allowed to date. But he said he liked me and wanted to go out with me, but we had to pretend like we wernt going out. It was really easy for him, but I wanted to hold hands and watch movies. A week later, he was going out with a new girl.

That really sucks doesnt it?

When is it break?!?!?!?!

2006-02-10T09:07:00.000-08:00

i swear my bladder is going to EXPLODE! yesterday was a block day at school, meaning that i have 2 main classes that lasted 2 periods. yesterdays was Math and Social Studdies. after SS i walked over to my class room. Stood in line walked in and sat down "Pop Quiz!" i grabed a pen as started my test 45 questions later i raised my hand. "Can I PLEASE go to the bathroom i REALLY have to go!" he replyed "HOLD it Kara we are going to have a break in 5 minuets. Okay?" "Sure" Grrr 5 minutes go by. Still NO break. we get into a NEW lesson wile i am TRYING to hold it. after the lesson i walk over and i ask "Can i go to the bathroom now? PLEASE?? I REAALLLLYYYYY NEED TO GO!!!!!!" after he looks at the clock looks at me and says. "You have 5 minutes you can hold it its okay now sit" OH GOD!!!I WAS ABOUT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got out of class Ran to the bathroom and was in HEAVEN!
if this EVER happens to you....Good Luck.

Karalynn Show

2006-02-08T09:56:00.000-08:00

My life is like a open show people watch it like its some form of entertainment. I should be concerned about all of this, but I don't have time to be. I am to busy being the producer, the entertainer, the director, and the actors. I just want the ratings to go up. Somtimes I just want people to watch my show and feel better about themselves and help with their problems, but I know I can't do it because my shows ratings and horrable. and since my ratings are horrable, they lowered my budget. My show can't help anyone, it just makes people laugh, they say that laughter is the worlds medicine. The only think they are laughing at is the show, and since I am everything, they are laughing at me. I am the joke. Welcome back to the Karalynn show

things that annoy me...

2005-05-14T19:20:00.000-07:00

1: We go to a movie, and right after something happens you say "did you see that?!?!?!?" NO I SPENT 9 BUCKS TO SIT AND LOOK UP AT THE WALL ,YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!
2: A cop pulls us over and asks the STUPEDEST question " Miss, do you know how fast you where going?"you know that you just waisted 4 mins, of my life so you could ask me a stuped question, and yes i did know how fast i was driveing , but your the one who pulled me over!!!
3 you say to ME ohh well you just want to have your cake and eat it to, YOU FREAK OF CORSE I WANT MY CAKE,AND YES I WANNA EAT IT, WHAT SHOULD I DO EAT SOMEONE ELSES CAKE?
4 "I love you from the bottom of my heart! oh well thanks so all i am to you is blood and fat, because you know thats all thats at to bottom of your heart. Thanks, or should i say thank you fatty.
5People who point at their wrist while asking for the time. I know where my watch is buddy, where the heck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the bathroom is?
6 People who are willing to get off their butt to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.
7 When people say "It's always in the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the heck would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?
8 When something is "new and improved", which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it
9 When people say "Life is short." What the hecl?? Life is the longest thing anyone ever does!! What? Are they going to do something that's longer?
10 When you are waiting for the bus and someone ask you "Did the bus come yet?" If the bus came I would not be standing here
11 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?" Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya buddy?

ONE

2005-04-17T10:15:00.000-07:00

everyone i have something to show you, its to help find the cure to all the things. www.one.org
Thank you

School is Fun

2005-02-07T10:09:00.000-08:00

Hey,
Its been awile (as always) lol but you know school and such, but i love chuck (the dog) he is soo cute! Anyway i bet you all know my mom (Kristine) she has a blog about me you should read it its funny its about me when i was little. g2g bye!

the naked eye (my reality show)

2004-12-29T22:22:00.000-08:00

Hey!!!!

I was thinking, well my house has 7 people in it and its kinda like a soap opera! so i made a little describion of eveyone!!
Kristine (mom)Lover not a fighter blonde but smart catch phrase "can i have a.... venti suger free gingerbread latee Please!" She goes to starbucks 2 times a day and then the tragity happens!!!! they took gingerbread latee off the menu and put up eggnog!!!!! WHY!?!?!Alyx (little sister) "angel" blonde and talks ALOT catch phrase "Mommy, Can i have it? *puffs out lips*" mom" Yes of corse my little angel!" tragitoy strikes!! For once she doesnt get whats! Marina (step sister) thinks shes the boss and is a wanna be blonde catch phrase "AWWWW"then it happens!She isnt the boss and has to do something Shea (other little sister) the devil decription brown hair, easy to make cry catch phrase "Can i have?"the horrible thing is our mom says No!!!
Shaun (step dad) Working man, smells good. catch phrase " Go and clean or your not going!" the weairdest thing happens! they are already done! Kara (me) the blonde decription: ? catch phrase "UHHHH...HUMMM??" something imazing happens i remember somthing! tyler (step brother) loves halo 2 and x box catch phrase " kill him too ill get you u little beast!!!!" then to his surprise the "beast" kills him!!

well g2g bye!!!

2004-12-23T13:37:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone,

Im really sorry I haven't been on lately I have been....Well...Christmas you know the warping and the card picture taking and all the mail you get with dumb cards! I mean wonderful cards. I am so gratefully to know that people love me enough to take time out of there busy schedule to send me beautiful cards with there wishes of a merry Christmas! Wow that was close! Really people send you letters on how much they love you from the bottom of there HEARTS, people should know better can anyone honestly tell me what is a the bottom of there heart? Right BLOOD! Im so relieved to know that am remembered as the one that is stuck a the bottom of there heart with the yuck blood! Ok. Just think you heart is a cicrle thing that pumps BLOOD not love. Love is an emotion that people think are part of there heart of corse the only people who know what IM talking about are the heart surgeons who know for a fact that love is a emotion.

Ps To anyone I hurt with this blog just tell me on comments!

My Friend Macee

2004-11-22T21:07:00.000-08:00

Macee.jpg, originally uploaded by Karalynn.

This is my super cool friend Macee!!

M & M

2004-11-22T21:01:00.000-08:00

PIC00008.JPG, originally uploaded by Karalynn.

This picture was taken for parent teacher conferences

Wendsdays Sick

2004-11-10T19:17:00.000-08:00

Well today and yesterday I was sick and I have been thowing up and I have a head ache and IM playing Halo 2!! (I love it!!!) well I have to cut short today but I will surly be on tomorrow its a holladay and we get to stay home!!

Pizza Party Day!!!

2004-10-27T14:44:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys,

I know its only Tuesday but today was super special cuz we had a pizza party
cuz our class was being "good" (yaa right *rolls eyes*) and that was a
pathetic party cuz all we had was pizza and that's it!! That was the worst party
no dancing and no talking IM mad Grrrrrrrrrrr lol I have to go cuz I have to take out the trash :(.

2004-10-24T09:16:00.000-07:00

Hey its Sunday and I feel like dancing and I want to sing and call everyone and invite them
and I feel so alive and one of these days that they all come together and im glad that I finally
made up my mind and I want to just have Fun!!!!I want to do something crazy like
dancing in the rain or like go to a dance or just like I go roller skating or ice skating or paint ball
or like tepee someone's house!!!!!!!! (not the last one that's just a dream) Ok well I got to go
parachuting gots to go laters -kara

2004-10-22T14:52:00.002-07:00

hey everyone,

its Friday and its one of those days where you really tired and your dad is on the other ear and your typing and your talking and lissening and your moving and being kicked and your sleeping and blinking and your breathing. well g2g

2004-10-22T14:52:00.001-07:00

2004-10-22T14:52:00.000-07:00

Thursday BQ Pockets

2004-10-21T15:11:00.000-07:00

Hey all,

Its Thursday and I LOVE Thursday but not as much as I like Fridays, 4 lunch i had BQ Pockets!!! Well i have to go to longes later and I have to buy my friend Chelsea
a hershey bar and im NOT giveing Avery one!!! ok well bye i loves yall -kara

Wednesday Chicken nuggets

2004-10-20T17:59:00.000-07:00

Hey yall,

Im trying to do something new so if you see the font change dont be scared ok. Well ok today was better than I thought because it wasnt raining YAAAA:) and I didnt
didnt have to walk home i got a ride from my friend!!!!!!! Well I have to go and do socal studies for another 2 hours :( but my mom said "Kara, ill take you out on a day with me if
you get an A on you next test. Ok? Alright now lets study!" Like she was happy or something to study like you know when you have to get excited about the boringest things like weddings, or family reunions, and the worst thing an old ladys birthday party like all they get is like underwear or wool socks or pantyhoes or like a little wodden puppy that you throw away 6 days later. Ok well I guess its probally really weard reading this
like when your reading something embarrsing then you mom walks in and you stand up
really fast to cover the screen then they ask you the stupedist question "hey honey, what are you doing?" then you say back "umm nothing.Just playing a game." then they say
"Oh what one?" then you say "MOM get out" then they leave and you sigh with releafe and start reading again. be back later (later as in tomarrow)

Tuesdays Blog

2004-10-19T20:53:00.000-07:00

Well its Tuesday and it was a bad day :( when I went to school its was RAINING (one thing you will learn about me I HATE RAIN) and I had to
go to my babysitters and I didn't want to wake up a 6:00 Am and so
I fell back asleep and Tyler (step brother) Sat on me and hurt my side
I cried :*( then I got so mad and then I felt like I wanted to just fall asleep again but then I remembered the horror of tylers butt on my side then I was scared. Then I finally I got dressed and then I got a cinnamon role (MM....) and walked out of the door and I felt like I was a twig on the cold ground you know flying over there and over there or like I was part a HUGE group of people doing the wave like one second the
guy at the other end was doing it then the next thing you know it the kid
next to me is doing it!! But IM fine now even though I had to study Social Studies for 2 hours for a test NEXT WEEK! But ill talk later bye!