Friday, April 06, 2007
7:27 PM
Somtimes I ask this question when I wake up, or find that somthing so amazing, or heartbreaking just happened. Some people can sense when change is going to happen. I am yet to obtain that sense, Change just seems to come up and punch me in the face. When I had my first boyfriend, for example, everything was going great. Actualy, I thought we had the best date ever, Me, him, and a whole bunch of our friends went out for pizza, and hung out in his front yard. That night when he got on yahoo he dumped me. Not even very sensere, just flat out dumpled me. The conversation went alittle somthing like this.
Me: Hey, I had a great time tonight, we should do it again. =)
Him: Yeah, I had alot of fun too. Theres somthing I need 2 tell u.
Me: What??
Him: I don't like you, I never really did, your friends well they bugged me untill i asked you out. But you...your a really nice friend.
Me: But, I thought we had such a fun time tonight. Can we still be friends?
Him: Yeah, About that, Im going to be at a new school, and you know....
Me: Yeah, i got it.
Him: Thanks babe loveyabye.
He has logged out
Me: Yeah, sure.
We had a rather confusing relationship. See he wasnt allowed to date. But he said he liked me and wanted to go out with me, but we had to pretend like we wernt going out. It was really easy for him, but I wanted to hold hands and watch movies. A week later, he was going out with a new girl.
That really sucks doesnt it?
